Exhausted

Work has been simply crazy in the recent months. I'm constantly fighting wars without realising the time whizzing by. TV is enjoyable but it definitely is no joke. I can still bear the workload given the many barriers I have to cross. Becos in the end, I know deep in my heart this is what I enjoy doing and this is where I want to be. BUT, there's this single Mental Mushroom aka "M & M" which I really can't tahan. Spreading it's virus all over and leaving its odour in every part of the plantation is causing a very repulsive energy. It's been some time, and all I see are troubles being brewed leaving the confused soldiers to battle and appease. Where's the contribution? The only contribution so far is more time, energy, efforts and money wasted on non-effective and non-meaningful so-called "Plans". Stop trying to be the Wizard if its only the circus "it" has been to. "M & M" has successfully become my 'Talking-Point' for lunches. I wonder if my counter-parts are tired hearing me bitch about the same plant.

Whatever it is, as exhausted as I may be. I'll make sure I catch a breather or 2. Lunch is Lunch. I enjoy my sessions. Home is Home I'm stuck to my couch & bed. Weekends are Weekends. I indulge in my Play.

But Hey! I was still wokring till 2.30am at home last nite. What The Hell.... Maybe I really need a shoulder to lean on this time round. Don't mind my complaints, may just be a sign that age is catching up.