Empty.

I’m really blogging much lesser these days. One reason of course, I’m lazy. Secondly, I think I’m having mind blocks. As in no idea what to write about. Think my everyday life, besides work, ain’t that exciting after all. All too subtle…. I am indeed ‘fan jian’ ( I don’t know what you call that in English). I am indeed Human. I guess we are all looking for some form of indulgence in most part of our lives. And most of the time, we indulge in the wrong things and to worsen it, we somehow subconsciously enjoy the pain. Hmm… weird. But so human. And so, now, having nothing to indulge in…. Life is DULL…… Which! Makes me kind of lost in thoughts and drives me a little crazy. Third reason, my computer is moving like a god damn Pentium 1, and having my patience running real short these days, I simply give up on it. The last reason, I’m into this US drama serial. Now with its 5^th season starting, I practically have to begin the marathon from Season 1, that’s a lot to catch up with since it started all the way back from millennium. But when it comes to TV, trust me, I’ll be there in no time. Just so I was looking for a soundtrack of a movie but my eyes caught the CD with a really stylish cover. So I decided to check it out and I’m hooked. The emotions in this slick drama are so intense that you may find it a little psychotic but at the same time it felt so real. The complicated human mind and desires are reflected cruelly and bluntly across. I’m recently into really emotional stuff. Maybe it’s because of my arty fartsy working environment; we are trained to look at things in a deeper and different perspective. Or maybe, it’s my kind of indulgence for now since I have nothing else.

Nope, I’m not gonna tell you the title of this serial, cos if I do, imaginations run wild. LOL. Or is it running wild already?