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What kind of person am I? I'm sometimes baffled too. You may think otherwise for what I'm gonna say about myself, but hey! Feel free to correct me. I do have the "Bitch Here" Column on the right.

I'm one person who simply can't hide my emotions. Those who are close to me knows this for sure. If I'm unhappy aka I'm pissed at you, I can't hide it. I'm never successful in doing that, its written all over my face "I'm pissed with you." And it disturbs the people ard me. As hard as I try, I jus cant. So if you see my eyes drifting when you're talking to me, no smile on face, *Bingo* you're in for a hard time. Cos all you will get is silence and ignorance. So watch out for these tiny eyes, for they tell alot. It takes alot for those whom I feel negative about to make me like them. I admit I am a very judgemental person, and I judge really quick. But it's not death sentence yet, though close. If you're someone I treasure, believe me. I can do anything for you. And I do mean anything. I go all out. I can be really forgiving no matter how shitty you treated me and I'm almost at your beck and call. I can be really generous I can be really selfish. I can be real nice but I can be real nasty too. So its really quite a contrast. Honestly, I'm rather soft-hearted. If you know the way, you can easily get through to me. I cry darn easily, I cried a pack of tissue watching "Monster Inc." so... you know what I mean. I'm a cry baby.

My reaction to stuff are immediate. eg. We were playing pool one day, I was about to pot a ball when some teen boy unknowingly gave me a shove at the back with his big ass and the ball went crooked. My reaction ---> "wah lau a! Tamade!" *then turned around facing the boy I said* "its ok". Then turned back, "wah lau! I was aiming the ball properly liao leh! Wah lau! Spoil my game!" I think the boy was kinda shock and Mich + Robson just wanna dig a hole and hide themselves. Of cos, in the end I lost the game. I KB non-stop thru out the game and blame it all on the boy. How not surprising.... Well, thats just me. My reactions to situations are always rather drastic and immediate. But after I calm down, I do a nice job. Organized and nicely laid out. Thoughts sorted out.

I'm full of crap, and when I have to crap, I simply can't keep it. I just let it all out and blabber non-stop. If I know you well, you will get lots of it. Expect something like ermmm..... 24hrs of it?? eg. We were in a really crowded lift, but there was absolute silence. Someone was listening to his MP3 with music blasting from his ears. Its you know the kind of Indian music with the trumpet going "nei nei nei"... Then *ding* a thought hit me. I asked Mich, quite audible to all in lift. "Where's the snake?". Mich tried very very hard to curb her laughter but at the same time feeling rather embarrassed. *Sense of achievement here* hee hee... I'm a really noisy girl, if I'm unusually quiet, its only becos 1) I'm Sad. 2) I'm with strangers. 3) I don't feel comfortable with you. 4) I'm filled with thoughts. I love having fun, when it comes to play, I have unlimited amount of energy. All can collapse except me, still super hyper.

I think alot. Especially when its quiet at night and I'm alone. Really deep thoughts just come to me. I'm a simple person with complicated thoughts.

So Love me Or Hate me. For I'm Just ME.