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Since young, I have always been amazed by how fate brings people together. I'm not saying base on BGR only. I'm saying all sorts of relationships. Human to Human; the links.

How specifically or how strongly do I believe in fate? Much. I can go as detailed as this. "Wow. It's amazing.. If that didn't happen, I wouldn't have met you again and we won't be this close." or "If I haven't met XX , I wouldn't have been in this stage. I wouldn't have open my eyes to the world like that. I wouldn't have seen so much. I would have been a different person altogether." That kinda thing. I sound like a stupid freaky gal I know. But, its me.

And so, of course, it does impact me rather deeply on how fate pulls people apart too. Especially for those I care very much for. Its tough. It's like you took a long time to build a castle, without you knowing, earthquake came and the whole castle crumbles within a split second. It's so fast, you find it hard to believe. And you took awhile more to accept the simple fact. No one there to rebuild it, even if there is, its a different one. May be a better one but you may never see one. It's gone. And the most irritating fact is, you can't control it. Cruel.

Having someone you walked almost every street with, you do omost everything with and say omost everything to. Today, you are left with superficial stuff. You talk about things that didn't use to matter at all, you're left with "Hi, how have you been?" or worse still.... You dun tok at all. You can stroll the same streets, do the same things, say the same words but you walk alone. It's truly sad. Cos all you can do is just sigh, then take a deep breath, a shrug of shoulders, smile and tell yourself its time to move on. Everything seemed so familiar but feelings so different.

Partners turned Strangers.
Friends turned Acquaintances.
Enemies turned Allies.

Of course, a twist of fate and the coin may jus filp.

In the end, believe it or not. Its not up to You or Me.