In another few hours time, I'll be flying to US.
Boy.. Its finally here. It was just like yesterday when I first met TaiTai and Mich. We were talking non-stop about the trip like excited little girls. Now, after 1 1/2 years, it has finally arrive. So much has happened during this period, how time flies. Certain things have changed for the 3 of us, though least for taitai, but its just all so different. Especially for Mich I think, I'm more like in the middle. This trip just simply reminds me of how time can pass at the blink of an eye. Unexpected do happen without us knowing.
I feel rather weird now. Though many said, " You must be excited!!". Its really not only that. I'm excited of cos, but at the same time I'm nervous (yes, I'm having cold feet and my hands are trembling at the same time as I'm typing this), happy, sad and I'm missing my mum and dad and Bret Boy already. This is not my first trip without my family, but it just feel so different this time. 1 1/2 month without them, no mama's good food and I'm so far away... Boo hoo!!!! I'm very confident I'll be just fine in USA, and hey! We did everything for this trip on our very own! From planning to flying to the staying and the damn troublesome Visa. Everything's going as planned and it all seem so perfect now. So I'm really independent enough base on that! Haha.. ok.. Enuff of bragging.
I just feel so mixed up now.. Hmm... And one weird thing I just found out is.... I expected myself to feel a certain way for a certain thing (I can't tell you what), but it actually didn't happen. So I think its good. It's a good start. In the end, I just hope this trip is gonna do me good, physically, mentally and emotionally.
Wish Me A Safe Trip. And,
Bon Voyage To Myself!
See You People In 2006~!
Love,
Jolene
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