On The Sur-face

Finally, I'm freed! No more bloody exams for until at least 2 months! Ok.. I have an assignment to pass up but duh! I'm not gonna touch it till at least 2 weeks later.

Really rewareded myself with shopping, having fun and sleeping for these few days! Sleep, I was so deprived of it, now, I can finally catch loads of beauty sleep all I want. The shopping part was a sinner, I'm supposed to save but i still ended up splurging. Grrr.... But I'm happy with the things I bought lah. Thats for being a woman.

Anyway, this blog is about Double O on Saturday night. Hmmm, I was practically conned to going there. Abit of a being forced?? Haha.. Cos my friend, Mr Heng, said theres gonna be R n B but alas! It was retro all night till the very pathetic last hour then the Hip Hop lor.. It's a Retro Night for Saturday. Kaoz.. I omost died, seeing older people dance (not that im young, but still...) and me trying to blend in with the crowd. I tried to enjoy myself N i eventually did cos I tink my Jap fren, Hitomi, whom im suppose to bring around did.

Before I stepped onto the dance floor and as I was feeling sulky about the music, I started to observe the people in the club. Everyone seemed so happy. They danced, they played games, they laughed, they drank like theres no tomorrow. R they really Happy? Or was it only that moment? Or.. Is it just a cover-up? I found myself to be one of the answers. I was happy during some moments, but when I stopped, hmm... It's not that I'm sad or to the stage of being depressed, just that my mind was occupied with stuff that certainly doesn't make me happy. "Why? On a night like this?", I asked myself. Ain't I suppose to be enjoying myself after the examination struggle period? When Hitomi and I headed to the ladies after some boogying, we heard cries from one of the cubicles. It was a really sad one, that girl, I didn't get to see her. But it's like I could almost feel her sorrows. She was crying over the phone to someone N yah... Really felt kinda sad for her. Come to think of it, at least at that few moments we were happy. Better than being sad all the way right?

Everyone has a story behind that face. Or should I call it SUR-face? I guess it's a matter of reading the story non repeatedly to yourself or let it go if it saddens you and move on to another book. One that makes you happy n Smile :) whenever you read it over and over again.