I have fallen into a hole so deep that I can't see whats out there. I need a pair of hands to pull me out cos im surrounded in darkness n somehow has grown use to it. I have even come to the stage of leaving this hole in reluctance. I actually hate it but I just can't leave it. So use to the darkness that even when the lights hit, its still darkness that I see. Or rather, I chose to be blind. A fren said the only way to free myself, is to climb out of the deep dark hole on my own. She said that if there ever was a pair of hands, I'll be dependent on them n it's unfair to hold them just to save myself. Shes absolutely right. Smack! Truth n Fact right in my face.
Do we need any truth at all if theres no lies? It will only be a fact. On the condition that theres no lie. If theres no lies, theres no need for any truth at all. Don't you think? Confusing? The bottom line is, I dug the hole myself, I lied to myself n practically burying myself. Time to burst the bubble.
Move on Jo, Get over it.
Attach -> Detach -> Be Free -> Be Happy.
My Goal for now.
Though I'm now still in Stage 2, I'll play this mind game against the biggest challenge. ME. I'll get to the very last stage. I know I can do this! If You can do it, I can too! I promised n I will definitely keep it.
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