Project Projects || Exam Exams

Darn!
Why Can't Schooling be easier?? Can't they just not give us projects n exams? Can't they just not torture us?? I'm sure schooling will be more fun without all these shit.... *shifts legs*
ok.... I'm being childish. But my exam is like next Saturday, Project is due then too. N I have one bloody Japanese Language exam on Monday. N............... I haven done any of those preparations yet. Haven't lifted a finger. Urgh... Can only blame myself. I really want to do them, but i just can't. Y is it always so damn difficult? I admit thats its laziness but damn.... The engine jus wun get started.

Just did some research earlier on, *Guess the guiltiness is working n the deadline nearing helps too* found out the product that i wanna do doesn't have much information. Not a teenie weenie helpful. No wonder it's not doing well! Idiots. Have decided to change my topic, found my way out! Screw the Beer!

I'm cursing n swearing, it's not gonna help but who cares! Just makes me feel better. I wish all these will end soon so that I can go have fun!

Yes. I'm still a kid. Never denied that.

Welcome To Sin City

Welcome to Sin City.
A City of Slaughters, Lust, Hatred, Love and Survival.
A City where everything and anything can happen.
A City of Black n White but with tinges of beautiful colors now n then.

Is it because we live in such a colorful world that we miss out the beautiful things right before our eyes? Only when the world around you falls apart and becomes colorless that a certain something becomes beautiful. Is it because it brought you hope Or is it then u realise that you missed out the beauty all along?

Everyone Sins and Sinned.
Sin for a certain someone or something.
You may feel its worthy, Others may find it stupid.
What are you fighting for?
Some cross lines without even realising it.
Some know there are lines that cannot be cross but they still chose to risk it all.

Sin City.
How Ironic.
Ain't we living in it already.

Climb! Jolene! Climb!

I have fallen into a hole so deep that I can't see whats out there. I need a pair of hands to pull me out cos im surrounded in darkness n somehow has grown use to it. I have even come to the stage of leaving this hole in reluctance. I actually hate it but I just can't leave it. So use to the darkness that even when the lights hit, its still darkness that I see. Or rather, I chose to be blind. A fren said the only way to free myself, is to climb out of the deep dark hole on my own. She said that if there ever was a pair of hands, I'll be dependent on them n it's unfair to hold them just to save myself. Shes absolutely right. Smack! Truth n Fact right in my face.

Do we need any truth at all if theres no lies? It will only be a fact. On the condition that theres no lie. If theres no lies, theres no need for any truth at all. Don't you think? Confusing? The bottom line is, I dug the hole myself, I lied to myself n practically burying myself. Time to burst the bubble.

Move on Jo, Get over it.
Attach -> Detach -> Be Free -> Be Happy.
My Goal for now.
Though I'm now still in Stage 2, I'll play this mind game against the biggest challenge. ME. I'll get to the very last stage. I know I can do this! If You can do it, I can too! I promised n I will definitely keep it.
:)

Someone Slip Me A Sleeping Pill

Can someone please slip me a sleeping pill or simply just knock me out unconscious???
I'm darn tired but I jus can't get to sleep. Its been a week. Argh!! Irritating. Don't ask me why. I really don't know.
My mind jus wun stop working n get to sleep. Always tossing n turning. Help...
Things hasn't been great for anyone around me n myself.
Wondering when will the moment come where we can really be happy all over again.

Gonna try my luck N Zzzzzzzzz....

Wish me luck people. Argh.. This is a stupid blog post.
And I'm NOT Sorry about it.
Phat!