Friday Night:
A Nite of Dancing
A Nite of Cuties
A Nite of Satisfied Craves
A Nite of Fun
What More Can We Ask For From A Night Like This?
Saturday:
Boom!
Back To Reality
Back To Work
Back To Earth
Slog....
PS:
*I'm Gonna Try To Take A Ride In The Van*
&Those Who Know What I'm Toking About. (Smiling To Yourselves??)
&Those Who Don't Know What Im Toking About. (Not My Fault. U Missed The Fun. Kick Urselves)
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Sunday, June 12, 2005
It's Been Long
These few weeks has been crazy. It's a vigorous roller coaster ride. I felt stress, sadness, a little bit of happiness all on me during the past month. Not only me, even the people around me are going through a hard time. Breakups, Career decisions, Quarrels. It's insane. I hate this! And I wish it'll stop!
For the past month, most of us are busy with classes and stressed over the Graduation Project. Though its very last minute work, but I can tell u it had always been at the back of our minds. N that made us unhappy. Now, its finally over, it felt like heaven. Thats the little bit of happiness I was talking about. It was short. Beginning of May I was going through this emotion drama thing and at the end of the month it was Mich. We both hated May. It sucked. It's a horrible month for us. Too emotional.
Now, Grams is sick in the hospital with 4th stage cancer. Totally unexpected, no signs at all. Even if i expected cancer, I din expect it to be at such a late stage. I just cried alone in the hospital feeling down, lonely n helpless after the Doc broke the news. Haven't felt this sad for a long time. So many things just kept running in my mind and when it does, I become emotional.
I can't take this anymore. When can I ever jump out of this ride? This ride that has been going for so long with no destination. Please stop torturing me. Let me go.
For the past month, most of us are busy with classes and stressed over the Graduation Project. Though its very last minute work, but I can tell u it had always been at the back of our minds. N that made us unhappy. Now, its finally over, it felt like heaven. Thats the little bit of happiness I was talking about. It was short. Beginning of May I was going through this emotion drama thing and at the end of the month it was Mich. We both hated May. It sucked. It's a horrible month for us. Too emotional.
Now, Grams is sick in the hospital with 4th stage cancer. Totally unexpected, no signs at all. Even if i expected cancer, I din expect it to be at such a late stage. I just cried alone in the hospital feeling down, lonely n helpless after the Doc broke the news. Haven't felt this sad for a long time. So many things just kept running in my mind and when it does, I become emotional.
I can't take this anymore. When can I ever jump out of this ride? This ride that has been going for so long with no destination. Please stop torturing me. Let me go.
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